Real knowledge will hurt

Source: Kathryn

 

 

 

I don't want to see reality

But I don't want to lose your care

I want to go on being selfish,

Yet having you always there.

 

I don't want to acknowledge your feelings

I 'm aware I have been very curt

I want to go on not noticing you

Because such real knowledge will hurt.

 

The longer I go on being blind to you,

The longer I choose not to see,

The more I will hurt you ,my loved one,

The more hard and unfeeling I'll be.

 

I don't want to see reality

I'm frightened of what I may find

I hope a friend will be with me,

While I traverse the dark shades of my mind.